As rude as it may sound, but I really would like to tell everyone to grow up, including myself. Just snap out of your own fantasy and stop thinking you're the poorest thing on earth. Number one, you can't get your way all the time. Number two, even if you want to get your way others might not want to let you get your way.

Another point, just because you're feeling lousy doesn't give you the right to make others feel lousy with you. Just because you're irritated don't go round irritating people. Loathe this kind of people.

Don't know what's wrong with me today. Maybe someone stepped on my toe last night. And when I'm angry, I can't bother to think of the good things you've done. I only flood my mind with the bad things. So sorry.

Okay, maybe this is what happens when you don't do regular QT.

Called my elder bro just now. Oh my, I'm so going to be his servant tomorrow, running around Singapore doing errands for him. But since he's gonna bring me around Brisbane for the whole of next week, and since he has always been nice to me, I shall just be nice for once.

Yes, if I haven't mentioned, I'll be away for the whole of next week. So don't be surprised if I don't reply your messages or pick up your call. Any outings plan from 15th dec onwards k?

All the best for nus peeps who are still busy mugging for their papers! I haven't forgotten about you all and I'll still be praying :) Your other clan and soccer team members are waiting for you all...

Congratulations to all A level students for surviving through the month! I really understand the agony of being exam-oriented, with breaks in between papers that seemed like eternity. And now your long-awaited holiday is here!

And when I'm back, I'm just going to deal with that tagboard once and for all lah. I got my username and password correct but the lousy web kept denying me of access. Wait till I'm back..I'm gonna trash things out with that lousy board.

I know I have stuff to do while I'm still on this island and probably more stuff to do when I'm back. But when I'm in Australia I'm just gonna psycho myself to leave my thoughts back in Singapore. I'm going there with a renewed mind and to get a break from reality.

And if you've successfully read this blog entry all the way till here, give yourself a pat on the shoulder. You managed to put up with my incoherent thoughts and nonsensical tantrums. That's what I call a friend :)